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A Hundred Years of Solitude…

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October 19, 2011

Originally published October 19, 2011

…would not be enough, if you were to ask me at the moment.  But that is just this very moment, when the sky is still dark with cold, late fall, morning rain, and I am the only one awake, procrastinating that daily ritual I call…


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I AM MY MOTHER’S KEEPER

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October 1, 2011

Originally published October 1, 2011

Ever beautiful.

Not in the way that I ever thought I would be – not sandwiched between my mom and my daughter for a day of shopping, or for a baby shower, or any of the number of things that I was fortunate enough to do…


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Feeling Horribly Optimistic About Life at the Moment

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September 27, 2011

Originally published September 27, 2011

Need I say more?


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SILVER LININGS AND POTS OF GOLD AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW

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September 25, 2011

Originally published September 25, 2011

Ok, I will not lie.  I should be studying Mendelian genetics, epistasis and other patterns of genomic inheritance.  I know this.  My professor giving the exam Monday knows this.  My husband (yes, my husband… yes, I’m pretty sure I did mention it somewhere) would know it…


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A Retrospective Personal Growth & Spirituality

IF YOU LOOK HARD ENOUGH…

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September 14, 2011

Originally published September 14, 2011

You can find beauty in almost everything.  Even those things that seem to have no beauty in them, at all.  If you look hard enough, if you wait long enough, you will find the beauty behind the pain, the hurt, and you will find the…


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SERENITY

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September 13, 2011

Originally published September 13, 2011

I made a decision this week.  It has been a tough month and a half in all aspects of my life.  When I was reflecting upon it earlier with a close friend, it dawned on me that it has been one continual lesson of learning…


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One Down

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September 12, 2011

Originally published September 12, 2011

Maybe satisfying one OCD will be enough to divert attention from prosthetic leg obsession.

Pray for me.

He’s already seeing better.  The Placebo Effect is alive and well.

P.S. Thank you, Aunt Brandy!!!


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THE CONSEQUENCES OF BEING A SENTIMENTALIST

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September 11, 2011

Originally published September 11, 2011

First, I have to make a disclaimer.  I am not a hoarder.  I eschew accumulation in my life and I only keep those things that have significant emotional value to me.  I do not have extra of anything (ok, except maybe books), I buy only…


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NEVER A DULL MOMENT

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September 10, 2011

Originally published September 10, 2011

Having a child with OCD is sort of like being stuck in some Divine Comedy.  For the past month Kellen has been on this obsession that he needs glasses.  You have never seen a child so disappointed to be told that he has 20/15 eyesight…


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Becoming

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September 8, 2011

Oiriginally published September 8, 2011

Last night I was talking to a friend about the mutual challenges we have faced as parents of children who suffered clinical Oppositional Defiance Disorder in their early years. It is difficult to understand the hell one finds oneself in when faced with such a…

C. Black
Lexington, KY

A soul on a journey...destination: unknown. Take the long way and enjoy the view. A note when reading this blog: if there is a song attached to a post, it is meant to be listened to as you read through it. Some pieces are constructed as a multi-media presentation. I hope you enjoy!